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back again for some reason. today i went to south coast plaza with: chris perrigue, hillary brodi, lauren harvey and rachel w-something. twas fun, we split up from the girls and went looking at everything. i have figured out a classification for malls, its their minnimum bring money level. ok for instance, the block at orange has pretty good food, and some places to buy small things like cds or books, but not too many good clothing stores so you need a minimum of about 60 dollars. the glendale galleria has decent food, and like one place to shop for clothes, so its about 30 dollars. and lastly the eagle rock plaza has nothing so the minimum is $1.50 for an icee. understand? ok well the south coast plaza has a minimum of no less than 150 dollars if you dont want to leave going JESUS I WISH I HAD MORE MONEY!!! i ended up getting a cool pony shirt and a new belt, but LORD knows i wanted more. the puma store has 2 COOL shirts i wanted. and lets put it this way, if i had all the pairs of pants that this one store that i forgot its name sold, then i would never have to buy new pants again. macys had the new givenchy cologne which smells really good. and best buy had some cool sounding subs. yeah and i was missing stephanie really bad today. lauren was talking to her boyfriend on her phone on the way home and i was telling chris "i wish i could talk to steph for just 1 minute, but it would cost 8 million dollars !" :(

tis been a while mainly bc these are pretty pointless... and i dont even know who im talking to besides who i have told this page to. thus i dont really know if i want those otherpeople to read this, but i have nothing to do while i wait for chris perrigue to call me back so i will let you know about this spring break. ok first, contrary to what i thought, im not missing stephanie as much as i thought i would, which is probabaly a result of what happened on sat... i duno what i think. i was pretty sad and i still am when i think about it and everything. but the rest has been pretty fun. a couple of my good friends marc and genni arent around so most of my time has been spent with jordan and chris. on fri and mon we just drove around and hung out, and sat, we went to see the remake of "the time machine" which was decent, but lots of stuff was like haha pretty lame. I (probabaly along with much of the audience) enjoy seeing what kinds of events are "to happen" in the future, but there wasnt enough of that, and the far far future was just lame. do you really think that if all life on earth were to end that trillions of years later, human beings would re evolve to look the exact same as they do now? and besides speaking a native language, they learn to speak english from reading old blocks of stone with a couple sentances [of english] on them??? nah i dont think so....ok so yesterday (tues) i went to magic mountain with jo-dan and found out at the gate that they close at 6 o freakin clock, so we had to spend every min riding all the new and cool rides. ok, X is the coolest ride EVER. simply amazing. the ride flips and spins, and just like most of the new rides at magic mountain, the beginning is simply breathtaking. you fly face first practally strait down (89 degree angle) at 74 miles per hour. omg its sofuckinawesome. and yes, that is now one word because i said so. ok and deja vu is just as freakin cool im not going to explain it, but you basically do a whole loopy thing and then do it backwards. peace out.

my 5 straight hours of work finally pays off....i finished my second song. its basically my first "real" song bc although the first was full length and 9/10 people said it was REALLY good, there was much i could improve upon. I am VERRY proud of my new song, it has a very good into, which goes into the middle of the song and a great climax, and an awesome breakdown. i was holding around 24 riffs at the top of the climax and it still flowed. Its dedicated to stephanie bc she wanted me to make her a song, and trust me, i wouldnt dedicate it to her if it wasnt good, or at least i didnt think so. so yeah. i cant wait to play it for people tomorow. Its funny bc i worked on it for a bout 45 min last night and then i started today after school and by the time it was done, it ended up being a completely different song. hmm. it was real fun tho. making music is a verry fullfilling experiance, and completely worth it. fun times in the life of carl. oh, i also realised how immencely pointless blogs are. i wonder why i wrote today... toodeloo

in responce to stephanies blog. I will never forget her. I will always be there for her. And i will always love her. for ever. whats up now? hee

i really like how i make people feel better about themselfs. it makes me really happy to know i made someones day. twice this week. wow. cool. hmm. i am still sick and i feel bad that i got steph sick. she asked for it tho. she made me. NO MORE DRAMA!i get my math now and i am happy. i have to go to college. like seriously. the only thing i can do with my life is become a director, if i dont i will not be able to work. lets see. i cant work behind a desk. i cant work for anyone else. I am a leader, not a follower. especially in the busness. god. i have to get into college. i am working so hard now. HERES SOMETHING FOR THE YOUTH TO CHOKE ON! ok. according to a website deborah showed me which tells me what kind of sex toy i am, i am a pleasure orb because i am nice and friendly. ;) yep.i got the new lord of the rings on dvd yesterday. cool. i am one of few who are as cool as me. too bad i dont like that movie. goodnight. bah :P

ok so today DID turn out to be better. it was probabaly one of the most fun and nice days ever. i love stephanie! she is the best girl on the face of the planet ;). goodnight everyone

And then it turned out ok, i guess. we went to the beach. I felt a little better so i tried to make it fun, but it was ok. oh well. tomorrow might be better, as im going to a drum line compitition with the harris'. untill then.

2-22-02: I hate 2’s they are officially my unlucky number. Pease excuse me while I let this out. Today went from being one of the best days ever to like the absolute shittiest. First, I was happy this morning bc ive been invited to go to a concert this weekend and to a beach house this summer so im very happy. I go to school happy, I got to drive my dads car. And so the day starts great already, everything is going good. We watch movies in 3 classes, swim in p.e. have a test in bio, all good stuff right? Yep. So then im at lunch and steph is being great and im really happy, and then to make it better Im invited to go to the beach with my friends tonight so its like WOW today is awesome! My progress report for the week leaves me with all a’s and b’s so im very excited bc I can do like anything I want this weekend. After school I go to stephs and we had like the best time, it was so much fun I was like I LOVE TODAY!!!! Now I’m going to release all this tension. then I make a huge fucking mistake (and id rather not say anything just bc) and it ruined my day bc I felt bad bc it was one of those dumb things that you didn’t think would be that big and that you truly didn’t mean to happen. I just wasn’t thinking. It was so dumb, and what made it worse was the fact that everything was going perfect and it all just got ruined. I felt so bad. And when I was leaving steph said she didn’t feel like she wanted to go the beach anymore, which made me feel horrible bc I basically ruined her day. It was all I could think about. I felt like shit. When I left, I went to jack in the box for my bro and as I was backing out of their shitty parking lot and I was stressed and my foot got confused and floored into the wall at 25 miles an hour. Now that just multiplied my minds depression level by like 10000%. I feel like absolute shit right now. God I didn’t mean to do anything wrong. I wish I could go back in time and take it back bc then it would still be a perfect day bc I would be happy, steph would be happy and everyone would be happy. That’s what makes me feel so bad. God all I ask for is some forgiveness but that wont happen and it shouldn’t. FUCK.

CONGRADULATIONS FOR STEPHANIE!!!

so jesus and i go out to dinner, and everyone keeps nailing themselfs to things
so jesus and i go out to dinner, and everyone keeps nailing themselfs to things, like trying to impress him.... and im like sooooooo embarassed! ...........don man and the king of snake mongoose and the king of snake don man and the king of snake king of snake king of snake raavs! mongoose and the king of snake don man and the king of snake mongoose and the king of snake 24 hours and the king of snake! day da day da day da day da thing like - tom and jerry thing you drink drink drink and you got ping day da day da day da day da thing like - tom and jerry thing you drink drink drink and you got ping drink that stuff an up- rite up that stuff an up- rite up that stuff an up- right up right up, right up, right up that stuff an up SNAKE!-underworld "king of snake" CRIKCRIKCRIKCRIKCRIKCRIKCRIKCRIKCRIKCRIKCRIKCRIKCRIKCRIKCRIKCRIKCRIKCRIKCRIKCRIKCRIKCRIKCRIKCRIKCRIKCRIKCRIKCRIKCRIKCRIKCRIKCRIKCRAKKK...... hmm blog time... stephanie makes me do this now. i hate typing too much when i dont want to. it sucks. why do i have to do this? well i changed almost all of my classes around today and i like it alot beter and my grades are going to be like 10 times better so im happy. im really happy im out of mrs wheeler aka crackhead because i hate her and she is so confusing. yes. and im out of water polo now so im even more happy. and im in ms hills bio now so its great! i love ms hill and even more today bc she complemented me on my hair. suprising, lots of teachers like my hair, even rice! she was like i wish i had blue spikey hair!!! and i was like haa. but then many students were assholes, but mainly just the ones that already are. craig mc neese was like WHAT DID YOU DO TO YOUR HAIR!! (mean tone) and i was like (big pause) i dyeeeeeed it...... and hes like dont ever do that to you again. i was like ...assholeeeeee. then one of the 9th grade assholes cameup to me and was like your hair looks gay. i was like FUCKING BITCH! i hate them. who else.. lots of bad looks. but then there were the good responces... lots more girls becoming addicted to me, but it gets annoying bc i have stephanie! its like goddddddd i got me selv a woman! then my friends brett kalish, pat kramer and mike santorsola were like were gunna call you skittles bc of your color and i was like k........ and then pat (being the way he is) called me skittes which is actually a cool sounding nickname. and while im on the subject of brett, i switched classes as you know and as soon as i got into math he was like yo dogg youre in this class now!! get over heres! so i did. he would not stop talking. it was kinda annoying bc i was doing all my hw for the week and god it got annoying. and by this point i thought he had lost his funnyness bc he just isnt the same funniest guy in the world he used to be, he used to be standup material. well i was wrong, he has still got it. now this might be offencive to punks out there(as most brett jokes are to some group every time) but im going to say it anyway. ok he was talking about punks and how they take longer to get ready than his mom in the morning bc they have to put all their shit on and fix their patches and their other punk articles of clothing etc, and so he shows this thing where hes posing as a punk running to class fixing him self up adn adjusting his patches and bracelets, and stops at the door of the class room and does the final touches and then walks in, sits down and goes i dont care about anything, fuck the world. (it may be hard to get it bc im writing it down but for those who dont the basic shaniggy is that punks put more work than anyone else into their shit and then they dont care about anything.) yep it was much more funny in person sorry. aphrodite has like 3 good songs and one that people need to get is "drums and base" its got this female singing in the background and its very ambient yeah. i need blistex. ok lastly b4 i got to bed, i am going to write in responce to stephanies blog which was very good but i have to ask some things... 1 does that mean that i have made you a mistake? beacause thats no good. for real. and 2 But so far, im still here, sunburning on sandy beaches burning the soles of my feet and staring longingly at the sea.... :( goodnight...

I KNOW ive said SOMETHING quoteable before..... ANDREW!!!!!!!!! well yeah i just read andrews quotes thing.. fun times, i want to be in psychology now cuz mr w sounds fun... but i dont know.... you know i know i belong in there once.. a hundredfold. (the quotes thing that is) well thats all i wanted to say.. goodnight... im going to sleep thus well be sleeping together....... IN SPIRIT!!!

if you want to make god laugh, tell him your plans. i need to shoot my movie. seriously. im the best director ever. fo reaall. i talked to jordan for an hour on the phone and i was waiting for stephanie to call me like she said she would but noooooooooooooooo. we talked about books, i told him stories about the mystical magical places books take me. flying leap, its a great book. but dont take MY word for it, go to your local library and pick up a copy yourself---- thanks for watching rEaDiNg rAiNbOw!!! ok so i went snowboarding with erin on mon, and there were like 3 snowboarding epics.. so the first is this funny asian guy who i saw 4 seperate times. he was on skis and about mabye 40 years old, and every time he came around a corner and went off a jump... you knew it was him cuz he would go WOOOOOOO!! WEEEEEEEEEE!!! WAAAAAAAAAA!!! WOOOOOOOOOOAAAAAA!!! WOOOOOOOO.... over and over and over.. it was soo cool. i could hear him from half a run down off in the distance ........wooooo.... weeeee... anyway.... second thing: the chairlift nazi!!! he was this mabye 25 year old guy with a long beard, looked like a rocker or slim biker, like a heavy metal harly riding kinda guy.... and he was great... anyone who has been snowboarding obviously knows of the guys who seperate people into groups of 4 for the lifts at the base of the mountain... well this guy was the most into his work one of them ever! he was yelling and screaming, running back and fourth shouting stuff like "YOU !! HOW MANY?!!! THREE??? ALRIGHT YOU AND YOU COME OUT AND GO! GOGOGOGOGOGOO YOU 2 HOW MANY 2?? GO WITH THEM NOWWWWWWWWW!! HURRY GOGOGOO YOU, YOU,AND YOU 2 GO WITH EACH OTHER, YOU FOUR GET OUTTA HERRRRRE, YOU 3 AND YOU HURRY YOUR ASSES!!!!" ETC.. it was immensely entertaining. ok and the last thing i can remember was, well we all went to jack in the crack afterwards, and this guy ricky ordered the ultimate bacon cheeseburger right? well hmmm what could be wrong with it. something is always wrong with your meal at fast food resturants. ok so is the beef missing? no.... is the salad rotten? nope. is there no ketchup? no its all there. is the bun burnt. nope just fine.... well what could be wrong with the ultimate *BACON* cheeseburger? hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm........... THERE WASNT ANY ***BACON*** ON IT!!!!!!! good thinking jack in the crack. yep. ok and then my injurys... i stopped to fix my glove (unluckly right in front of a jagged ice patch) and some woman comes up behind me and "accidently" nudges me with her hand saying "ooooops" innocently. FUCKING BITCH! where do you think my knees went? right into the fucking JAGGED ICE.... AND WHO CANT WALK FOR ABOUT 5 MIN... CARL!!!! second injury... i was going down a double black diamond run right, and who hits an ice patch? carl (i had bad luck with ice) and who goes sliding down the run for 50 friggen feet on his hands and kneesfacing down a hill with a slope of at least 45 degrees? CARL FUCKING LAMMI!!!! hmm.bad times with the ice and knees. and so anyway it was fun, cuz then stephanie came over when i got home. and we had fun for about an hour... then she left and i went strait into depression... i cried and cried and cried a river of tears and many thirsty africans drank it and they felt better and came to my house and said thank you, and drew me pictures of stephanie and wrote songs and poems about her and i felt much better. but then when they said we have to go home i was like aww so i cried some more and they were like dont feel bad, you will see her tomorow. so i went to sleep and i saw her and she looked really pretty today! and we walked to classes and talked and laughed and hugged and then after school the dreaded last hug happened and i got in my car and started crying, and my mom was like "why cry you?" and i was like "cry me cuz gone stephanie." and she was like "see i, buy you goldsteins yes?" and i was like "ok... but no more funny grammer." and so we went and i ate it and then cried some more and i went home and stared longingly at the shrine for about 15 min and smiled and cried tears of happyness because, although she wasnt there, i felt the love and it made me happy. and then i studied like she wanted me to. goodnight

GODAMNIT THEY ALWAYS MAKE IT SO DIFFICULT!THIS PISSES ME OFF SO MUCH. IT ALWAYS GETS HARDER AND HARDER ESPECIALLY WHEN I GET SO CLOSE.... FUCK. why?

i swam my hottttt ass off today during 6th so im really tired, so im not going to write much. but i hung with steph, and as usual it was fun. we talked about how cool we are and that if we were to have little stephanie-carls, they would have the perfect genes and be the perfect kids. and also that my bro and her sis should marry bc they are like the same, little annoying bastards according to each other, and they always steal stuff and if they got married, they could steal each others stuff and always have stuff. yeah and i said that mabye by some stroke of luck, their bad genes would cancel out and make perfect kids. cool. well anyway i got to get some sleep. i love everyone. but i love stephanie the most. I LOVE YOU STEPHANIE!!!! i really do. good night

i really dont feel like writing but stephanie wants me to write. so last night jordan came over after school and we hung out, and he tryed my dj equipment, and he got a newfound respect for djing bc he realized how incredibly difficult it is. and he also praised me for my skills bc i did 2 incredibly good mixes. then we went with stephanie to comedy sports. then we went to kiras, but first we wernt welcome there (me) and i didnt understand why. i felt bad. but when we got there everyone was being REALLY nice, even kira. which made me really really happy! stephanie loves me the most which is verrrrrrrry verrrry good, bc i LOVE HER THE MOST!!! i do! YAY! and so i called her when we got home, while jorjam was watching southpark on my computer. and i talked to her and i missed her alot. i really did, cuz i loOOOOVEE to BE wit my STEphANIEEE. yep, but i wasnt so i was sad. :( woah, i just made a sad face in real life hehe. then she was talking on the phone and she was asking me to ask her questions, but i had none i wanted to ask her at the time, on the phone, and that i could think of. then i asked her to ask me questions and she said she only had one that could potentialy ruin the relations ship. eek that scares me, but i want to know what it is, but i dont at the same time. but anyway jordan and i are going to get imports pizza, so i got to split. i love yall. and i LOVE STEPHANIE!!! goodbye!! OOOHOHOOHOHO WATCH ME DJ TONIGHT AT AMANDAS BDAY SO GOOGOGOGOOGOGOOGOOGO!!! it will be good. byebye!~~

i really like stephanie

hi. first i spiked my hair blue and it looks cool. well then i went to goldsteins with steph and had fun bc we saw johnathan barr and amanda cochran (pias bros former girlfriend) and we were like lets sit next to em and spy on em, and they dont seem like they have too much fun. and i wouldnt think they would bc john and amanda arnt exactally the most interesting people in the world. way too ordianary. yes. way. then she went to her guitar lesson adn i walked to the newsstand down the street and bought a "mixer" magazene and came back 15 min later. well did steph play guitar once? no. its funny. she goes in and pays to talk to hector. thats so funny! haha. well then we went back to her house and she gave me accrilic nails WHICH ARE A FUCKING BITCH!!! i got em on my two last fingers on each hand, and i never noticed how much i use my 4th and 5th finger when eating, picking things up, typing, etc,god!!!!! FUCK. well anyway. we went and got marc tobia adn(OH! INTERUPT FOR ANDREW... HIGH FIVEAGE GOING ON...) ok.. cool. well anyway then we went to amandas and hung out for an hour. and then stephanie and marc and i went to in n out. then blockbuster. then marc was going to come spend the night, BUT NO!!!!!! HE DIDNT. so fuck him. cuz im bored now. anyway. then stephanie and i drove up to my house and walked down to ryan macnamuras house to tip this cone thats on his car over, but there was a tv on in his hose so we ran away. haha. then stephanie... *sob*... left! *CRYING* ahh i was sad. well then that was my dad including the last entry. woahhhh theres this police car down the street doing these short siren outbursts, but its so far away it ssounds like drops of water mixed with the siren noise. cool, but its scary sounding.. well im tired, and like hallucinating from it......... woah.. psst... theres a smurf........................................................................ IN MY PANTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!haha... im gunna split. love yall. goodnight.

KENNA ROOLS!!!! he is like the best "band" ever! he’s sooo good! Recently I was searching for glorious by Andreas Johnson, and the remix by hybrid (both of which are excellent songs), but i found this song called vexed and glorious, and i was like, hey! Ill see what this is. IT WAS SOOO GOOD!! Then i downloaded like 15 songs by him and they are alllll soooooo goooooood!! Get war in me!! That’s my favorite. The guys voice is amazing and the songs have the coolest drumbeats ever. Especially war in me, i love how the beat comes in halfway through the song AHH!! soo good. Even Stephanie loves him, i thought she would but might+ find it too like electronic or drummy, but there is alot more so i thought she would. i tried to coax many many people to get it, but i dont know who has so far. well yesterday i had to be in Stephanie’s movie which was fun, and i got told i did a good job :). the only problem with me is that when im around people making film i tend to try to take over, which i am verry sorry about stephanie, but thats just my film makers instincts kicking in, it just happens, and i cant help it. then i was like in my own world trying to figure out every possible way the movie could have been shot which is just something else i do, that i cannot help. and im not saying the movie was bad at ALL! it turneed out very good, actually the whole movie was very good, and the acting was very good too. marcie played the part exceptionally well, and his bro, being in advanced drama last year, yelled like no other. so then after that we hung out. but i felt a little left out, by everyone, no one would listen to me no matter how much i tried to participate. but its all ok now. stephanie talked to me. and its all good. i just took a shower and im waiting for tardie stephanie to come, because im going to her guitar lessons. then hopefully later, if i can get ahold of jenni, we will all go to a movie. but jenni has this flaw that she says she will do something and then never does it. and i dont know if we will be able to find her. whereeeesssss stephanie!!!!! ahhh!!! im out- love yall. bye

KENNA ROOLS!!!! he is like the best "band" ever! hes sooo good! recently i was searching for glorious by andreas johnson, and the remix by hybrid (both of which are excelent songs), but i found this song called vexed and glorious, and i was like, hey! ill see what this is. IT WAS SOOO GOOD!! then i downloaded like 15 songs by him aand they are alllll soooooo goooooood!! get war in me!! thats my favorite. the guys voice is amazing and the songs have the coolest drum beats ever. especially war in me, i love how the beat comes in halfway through the song AHH!! soo good. even stephanie loves him, i thought she would but might+ find it too like electronic or drummy, but there is alot more so i thought she would. i tried to coax many many people to get it, but i dont know who has so far. well yesterday i had to be in stephanies movie which was fun, and i got told i did a good job :). the only problem with me is that when im around people making film i tend to try to take over, which i am verry sorry about stephanie, but thats just my film makers instincts kicking in, it just happens, and i cant help it. then i was like in my own world trying to figure out every possible way the movie could have been shot which is just something else i do, that i cannot help. and im not saying the movie was bad at ALL! it turneed out very good, actually the whole movie was very good, and the acting was very good too. marcie played the part exceptionally well, and his bro, being in advanced drama last year, yelled like no other. so then after that we hung out. but i felt a little left out, by everyone, no one would listen to me no matter how much i tried to participate. but its all ok now. stephanie talked to me. and its all good. i just took a shower and im waiting for tardie stephanie to come, because im going to her guitar lessons. then hopefully later, if i can get ahold of jenni, we will all go to a movie. but jenni has this flaw that she says she will do something and then never does it. and i dont know if we will be able to find her. whereeeesssss stephanie!!!!! ahhh!!! im out- love yall. bye

heyhey... i just got back from snowboarding today! it was SOOOOOO fun! i learned how to carve, jump, grind(a little), and go a lot faster!!! it was very very fun. a bunch of funny things happened but i can only remember one... ok this one is also a story that i will use to prove my hottness also. ok, so i was eating in the lodge and i was looking around and this woman is drinking beer and then i take off my beanie, and as soon as i do, she looks at me and has a woah face and spills her beer all over her pants. haaa it was fun. i made a woman spill her beer. on her pants.. hehehe, i rule. i also called stephanie twice(althought she didnt belive that i was on a run) and talked to her while watching people grind and do jumps in the freestyle park, and after i got up, there was an ass print where i was sitting haha. but not haha because my hott ass melted the snow and got me all wet! hahaha! well it was fun. but as you can probabaly tell by my crappy writing. im very tired, but i have to stay up till when stephanie calls me cuz im loyal like that. well peace out.

ok, this is written directly to steph, as a note while i am gone snowboarding. i feel bad for you because you feel bad for me. i know youre going to read this, so DONT FEEL BAD!!! IT WAS MY FAULT!!!! DONT WORRY!!!! i dont want you to feel bad in any way. i also feel bad, because you always get the wrong idea about how i feel. i just read your blog as you can probabaly see, and i hate the confusion in our relationship!! it needs to die... see, like when you thought i wasnt glad to see you when you brought my sweater ...BULL SHIT! i love every chance to see you, seriously. and right now i feel even worse because i havent seen you for a long time, i am grounded, and you feel bad, and i feel bad, and i wont be able to see you for 2 more days, PLUS however many days my dad decides to keep me from seeing you. so this all sucks. but i dont want it to suck for you, cuz it doent need to. although you BETTER be carl sick because i sure am stephanie sick. :( haa but not haa at the same time. i really dont want you to feel bad. oh yeah, and youre not banned from my house permanantly haha. the grounding is just to teach me a lesson. all i need to do is just be back on time. ok and the whole thing about being mean is ok, youve been really nice, and its all ok now. Stephanie, all im saying is that i just want you to be happy and not to have to worry about anything, ok? OK? stay happy babe, and ill try to see you as soon as i can. but i need to go to sleep now like you told me to do. ;) good night:)

ok, this is written directly to steph, as a note while i am gone snowboarding. i feel bad for you because you feel bad for me. i know youre going to read this, so DONT FEEL BAD!!! IT WAS MY FAULT!!!! DONT WORRY!!!! i dont want you to feel bad in any way. i also feel bad, because you always get the wrong idea about how i feel. i just read your blog as you can probabaly see, and i hate the confusion in our relationship!! it needs to die... see, like when you thought i wasnt glad to see you when you brought my sweater ...BULL SHIT! i love every chance to see you, seriously. and right now i feel even worse because i havent seen you for a long time, i am grounded, and you feel bad, and i feel bad, and i wont be able to see you for 2 more days, PLUS however many days my dad decides to keep me from seeing you. so this all sucks. but i dont want it to suck for you, cuz it doent need to. although you BETTER be carl sick because i sure am stephanie sick. :( haa but not haa at the same time. i really dont want you to feel bad. oh yeah, and youre not banned from my house permanantly haha. the grounding is just to teach me a lesson. all i need to do is just be back on time. ok and the whole thing about being mean is ok, youve been really nice, and its all ok now. Stephanie, all im saying is that i just want you to be happy and not to have to worry about anything, ok? OK? stay happy babe, and ill try to see you as soon as i can. but i need to go to sleep now like you told me to do. ;) good night:)

Ok its Christmas Eve. I have nothing to do until tonight when my family friends come over, which wont really be that fun, but will at least give me something to do. god i wish i still liked video games, but they just aren’t fun anymore. I NEED SOMETHING TO DO!! Stephanie woke me up at 10 this morning so i am really tired, and I have that burning feeling behind my eyes. Its all good tho. Hybrid is so good. Anyone who is reading this, please download finished symphony, snyper, kid 2000 [12" original mix] (make sure its that version, if it doesn’t start out with violins then that’s not it), and actually get the plain kid 2000 also, and high life- live. Yeah that’s some of the best electronica on earth. but also get bust a move by infected mushroom. That is the best song ever created by any artist in the universe. 6 min and 32 seconds is where is becomes truly orgasmic tho;) hmmmm.... yesterday Stephanie and i went to jet rag, I didn’t get anything. Then we got lunch at this cool restaurant in a cool hotel. It had like egg chairs and other cool chairs, and in one room, the carpet goes up onto the ceiling. Its cool. Then we went to y-que, which for those who don’t know, is a very random and cool store, but nothing tickled my fancy(ha), then we went next door to my FAVORITE STORE ON EARTH xlarge. i LOVE IT, it is soo cool. then we went to Stephanie’s aunts house to drop off presents. then we went back to Stephs house and then to mine. then we had Panda Panda, which was ganz gut. after that, Stephanie and i were lying on my bed, and my younger bro got a digital camera, so he comes in and started to take pictures of us, but we were doing poses like Steph licking me and me on top of her making funny faces, and then he goes, "is it ok if I erase the sexy pictures cuz mom isn’t going to like them..." hahhahahaha. Then we tried calling lots of people to come over but only Amanda and Piya wanted to, so they did. then we hung out, and they pinned me down and started writing all kinds of stuff all over my body. it was admire Carl night. I liked it a lot, hopefully there will be more of those.. haha....... well then Piya went up to Zack's house and we took Amanda home, and then we went back to my house, but on the way we saw Kaleb barber, and flagged him down said hi and then went back to the house, but on the way, we drove by these people having sex in a car. So then we went to palm crest to go up on the roof, but Stephanie needed to go to the bathroom, so we went back to my house, went to the bathroom, and then we went up to the people having sex, and drove by slowly, but we don’t think they were there. So we went up to the school and had sex ourselves to show them what we are made of.......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... don’t worry, I’m just joking........... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... .......... Then we went back to my house and talked in her car for a while, and then I went up to my room and went to sleep. that was my day, and I have nothing better to do than write about it so.. yeahh……..Stephanie just called and told me she is bringing my sweatshirt over. Well yeah. I’m bored.. Someone call me.. I’ll write later if anything exciting happens. So until then, tata.... ok so i just got back, steph came over to drop off my sweatshirt, and asked if i wanted to go with her to riteaid cuz she had to develop pictures, so i did,then we stopped at the daily grind so i could get a smoothie, so i did, then we got back and talked out front for a while then left. thanks to her, an hour of boredom is rid of. thanks again. ok well anyway if anything else exciting happens ill write it later, so until then im out.

stephanie is over and is making out with my dog. yup. actually she is writing on my dry erase board. uhh, today we went to jety rag. it was smelly. yup. uhh stephanie wants to write in my blog. Hi. THis is Stephanie now. So yeah, calr and i went to jet rags dollar sale and i bought a nightgown to cut up into a shirt and a poofy vest and a sweatshirt and other stuff i dont remember then. We went to Y-Que and i got the BEST shrt that says "Free Winona" bc she got arrrested for shoplifting (lame) !!! I lvoe love love it! Yes. i vote yes. Anway, then we bought funstoff at X-Large and i converted carl to being infatuated with it. Fun times. Ok. All done. Bye.

okok, stephanie is yelling at me on the net about me not updating my blog so i am. ok ok. i want to sleep butim downloading songs and that takes forever on a 56k, and if i leave it on all night and my dad picks up the phone in the morning, he will wake me up and yell at me. so i have to wait, and wait......and wait. i am happy now. i had alot of fun today. i spent !!8!!.. yes 8 whole hours with stephanie! very very fun. we ate sushi and looked at old pictures, and wrestled, and rolled around and other things. it was verry fun. yes stephanie and i are the coolest. and we are FINE.haha. i bought amores perros yesterday, which is one of the 3 best movies of all time, being slc punk, donnie darko, and welll... amores perros. i got stephanie waynes world for christmas, which is one of the best comedys ever. verry verry good. yup yup. im listining to a very pretty song, its called innocente [falling in love][dj tiesto remix] tis a verry good song. last night stephanie and i went to kiras and hung out. we watched moulin rouge, which is a verry good movie, but i wasnt really in the mood for. then we all went into kiras room and had a truth or dare orgy. 12 hormonal teenagers locked in a room.. what else do you expect.... it was funny tho cuz it got so big that after a while it wasnt really just one person asking another, it became groups of people dareing each other, and then they as a group would dare the other groups, which would do things and ... very exciting, i ended up in a skirt. i first took off my shirt to be sexy, but then someone dared me to take off my pants for the rest of the night. and then i put on a skirt.. very sexy. uhh huh. i know you all want my sexy bod. haahaaa bod. i cant wait till christmas and then the 27th cuz im going snowboarding!! thank god!!! i love snowboarding. its soo fun, even if youre like rolling on the ground in pain or like flying off a cliff and about to die, youre still like ahh this is soo good, [jurassic park theme song playing in background]yep. yep. well i have nothing more to say. except i wonder how long stephanie and i will spend tomorow. more fun! :) goodnight!

i FUCKING HATE bug bites. today was the last day of my film class so im happy, it was fun but now its over with and my wednesday isnt as busy now. APHEX TWIN ROCKS MY WORLD. AYHHH YOU DIRTY LITTLE BOY, dirty little boy..dirty little boy. I WANT YOUR SOUL... I WILL EAT YOUR SOUL!I WANT YOUR SOUL... I WILL EAT YOUR SOUL!I WANT YOUR SOUL... I WILL EAT YOUR SOUL!I WANT YOUR SOUL... I WILL EAT YOUR SOUL! COME TO DADDY! fun times with aphex. foshizzle. _-=-_-=-_-=-_ yups. i have to do hw. its no fun. math and world hist. FUCK jordans in italy now. what am i going to do with out him for the next 2 weeks???? FUCKKKKKKKKKK i guess im going to have to make more friends. FUCKKKKKK. After the Opium War, China had to accept the Treaty of Nanjing. It was one of many unequal treaties that made China give up rights to western countries. im dead broke. for once. it sucks alot.... FUCK. how do you cure a weakling child??? listen to aphex twin's "how to cure a weakling child"....OHOHOHOHOHOHOHHHH!!DOWNLOAD FUNNY LITTLE MAN... ITS.... FUNNY what? huh?? toodaloo? chaulate. semi> what? shut dog taco. im brushing my foot! where is the moskito!?!? fucken turks.... ITS NEKKID TIME gwadalupae? sure. why does it say Gold! down there?? "Come on little funny man! little funny man come on you little funny little come on little funny MANNNNN.." woah the word "little" starts to look really strange after a while and it starts to look like it shouldnt be spelled that way.. L I T T L E.. it makes me think of a pot or ladle. i have no idea why tho. i love stuff, this song makes me happy and i want to sing!this happened one time when i was listining to fatboy slim (i was really happy and i started singing) and natalie (kilbano) told me "you are amazingly cool you know that?" it made my day. i was really happy. being happy is great. "film" by aphex makes me happy. many other things make me happy too, but im not sure what... i realized nothing does it like music and friends. but i realized its 2 different kinds of happyness. its very hard to explain. VERRY hard. music is my drug. yah know that comercial for "drug free america" where its a black and white cartoon thing like lots of them, and it has the really fast electronic drum song in the back ground and has a pretty sound to it too, well first, thats the song is aphex twin, and second, the girl says "music, its my anti drug." well its not mine....... it IS my drug. in the words of one of fatboy slims songs: "now its about 3 am and i see people goin plea spinnin jumpin and grindin like they had wings on their feet, raising both hands as if jesus was a dj himself spinning those funky funky funky house beats... and in this temple we all play in unity for the same thing, rythmatic pause with out cause for those high definition speakers sitting in the corner on each side of the room giving us the boom boom boom to our zoom zoom zoom. you smell the ella BUT THE MUSIC GETS ME HIGH! sanctify like an old lady in church. WE STOMP OUR FEET, WE CLAP OUR HANDS WE SHOUT, WE CRY AND WE SAY SWEET LORD SPEEK TO ME!" god thats great. and music (obviously) doesnt fuck me up either. like if i need to get high, instead of weed.. i can pop in "high life by hybrid and get "HIGH-AS-A-BIRD" in no time. or if i wanna feel relaxed instead of weed (again heh) i can chill to some robert miles. or if i wanna get hyper, instead of speed i can hit up some omar santana.. wow this is cool. one thing i cant duplicate tho is katamine.... hmmmm can i play something to make me feel like a cat? i dont think so..... haa. yes i love music... I LOVE YOU MUSIC!! HUGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG........................ GUH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SHIT! I MEAN BED HEAD.... HEHE

<-------------DONT YOU JUST LOOOOOOOVE MY GUY, HE IS SOO COOL, IM NAMING HIM NORM! IM GOING TO GO TAKE A SHOWER NOW FOR THE SOLE PURPOSE OF USEING MY NEW BEAD HEAD SHAMPOO!!!!

OH AND I GOT BED HEAD SHAMPOO AND IT SMELLS REALLY GOOD. WHAT DO IIIIIIIII WANT FOR CHRIST MAS!!?? I WANT A COMPUTER MIXER REALLY BAD SINCE I CANT GET A REAL ONE. ITS STILL THE SAME BUT I CANT PERFORM AT THE BATTLE OF THE BANDS IN MAY(02'), BUT I CAN MAKE MUSIC, THATS GOOD. THEN I NEED A NEW CD PLAYER SO I CAN BE ANTISOCIAL AGAIN. THEN I NEED MUSIC EDITING AND DEVELOPING SOFTWARE FOR MY COMP!! THEN I NEED MONEY!!!!!!!!FOR CDS AND MORE MUSIC!! this is going to be a very musical christmas...;)

hello. im ok. thanks very much for asking. school was normal but i got ~3~ notes from stephanie for my reading pleasure, so i am happy. then i went to the store and got food, then i was driving back and i saw hans and i was like HANNNNS, but i dont think he saw me. then as soon as i turned my head back stephanie drove by with a stern look on her face. cool, two people in 2 seconds. cool. well then i unloaded the groceries. and i just want some one to call me. im going to call jordan because hes leaving tomorow for italy. have fun! well im out. ps i want to go to higleys ;)

well i got home from the water polo banquet, and it ended up lasting 4 hours.. goddddd. too long of a time sitting on my sexy ass.. its going to get squished and stop being sexy. that would be a shame. i think i have a cold. this REALLY sucks. I just decided to write some stuff before i go to bed. jordan and i are descussing weird sounding words. its fun. aphex twin's cd "come to daddy" is an excelent piece of art. i now know why aphex twin is so renouned, i already knew he was a genius but now i know why he is famous with many many critics and magazenes. its very pretty. film by aphex twin is a great song, its very pretty, it puts me in a euphoric like state, it is very dream like, but uses many minor and diminished notes, which add a state of uneasyness to the song, which puts you in a mood with a surreal state of beauty. i love aphex twin. his music videos are pure genus too. So great. ..................I make speedy Gonzales look like regular Gonzales.......................... yeah well anyway. im still not in the best mood. right now every one sucks... and im stressed. i need to talk to someone, and i need a hug. well im out. goodbye.

ok.. wellllllllll im not in the mood to finish my first entry "abot me" which is ok bc lots of people already know about me, thus it would be a waste of time. i am tired, and i have to go to a water polo banquet tonight from 6 to who knows when.... god. well i am ok. i had the normal school day today... cept i was late for ALL my classes today thanks to koala. ha its all good.. i have to write a speech for tonight, but im too tired to, so this sucks.. im just going to go up and say "craig is a good water polo player... he has imporved greatly, but is still an asshole... most of the time." I strongly belive in what stephanie was saying today about how this pitas thing kind sucks cuz its like a vent. its a way to tell someone youre mad at them or stuff like that with out saying it.. very true.. it seems as though EVERYONE HATES ME..... and thats no good. i think it would help if people would talk to me about it, and i can talk to them back, cuz this all FUCKING sucks, and its going no where. i am very very sad. and yes i am venting. i am also very stressed at trying to decide what i am going to get people for christmas. and i have to get jordan something really soon cuz hes leaving on wed. for ITALY, i hope he has fun, he probabaly will. well i have to get ready for the banquet, so im out. see you all later. hopefully with a better attitude. :/

ok.. wellllllllll im not in the mood to finish my first entry "abot me" which is ok bc lots of people already know about me, thus it would be a waste of time. i am tired, and i have to go to a water polo banquet tonight from 6 to who knows when.... god. well i am ok. i had the normal school day today... cept i was late for ALL my classes today thanks to koala. ha its all good.. i have to write a speech for tonight, but im too tired to, so this sucks.. im just going to go up and say "craig is a good water polo player... he has imporved greatly, but is still an asshole... most of the time."

yoyoyo! what up my brothers and sisters. I be the man with the beat fetish, also known as carl, or the guy who is so hot that you can melt a smore on his belly. yeah, its true. where to start........................................................................................................................................my first entry is going to be about me...................................................................................................................................Well i like stuff like ELECTRONICA MUSIC, friends, film, bmx biking, snowboarding, and many other things. they are golden keys to my happiness. but just so you dont get the wrong idea, electronica is is not nessicarily techno, and techno, along with pop music and abercrombie and fitch (or however you spell it) are the workings of Satan. I find beauty in trance, rave, acid trance, progressive trance, drum and bass, hardcore, and about 10 more genres under the mother category of electronica. My favorite djs are infected mushroom (PURE GENUS, download "bust a move" now. 6min and 32 seconds is where it becomes absolutely orgasmic... ahhhh i just had one...just jiggiling, "is that your foot in my ass??? cuz if thats yo foot-- you better get it out of my ass!!(inside joke) and also get the shen... absolutely beautiful). next is hmm... probabaly wellll ill just rant on and on and list a large # of them:weve got, hybrid (GENUS) aphex twin, square pusher, fatboy slim, babyland, crystal method, dj dara, dj tiesto, dj venom, dust brothers, juno reactor, lords of acid, paul oakenfold, polysics, portishead, prodigy, paul van dyk, robert miles, the avalanches, shaft, timo mass, traci lords, tricky, underworld, omar santana, adam freeland, christopher lawrence, goldfrapp,dj keoki,nick warren, basement jaxx and im sure theres alot more, but thats all that i can think of... well now, recently, like within the last 5 months, i have opened up to more types of music, and now i will list the bands and singers etc. that i also like.......... deltron 3030, dell the funky homosapien, dr. octagon, sublime, muse, beck, busta rymes, international noise conspiracy, deftones, dido, the damage manual, the pixies, garbage, slipknot, missy eliot, boo!, system of a down, the strokes, ween, gorillaz,jamiroquay, and thats all i can think of......... wow. that was hard, but i like people to know about my kind of music so it was worth it. ok now aboot movies.... im not going to list all the movies ive seen or anything near to scale with that last thing i did because GOD im tired... im so tired i have that burning feeling behind my eyes yah know that... yeah i have that it sucks... ok so im just going to list some of the better movies ive seen, donnie darko, amores perros, slc punk, full metal jacket, run lola run, fight club, all the movies by keven smith, (clerks, mallrats chasinging amy, dogma, etc..) uhh hmmmmm... thats enough for now.. but i will do critic reviews of the best and worst and ssome of the average movies i come across.. so dont worry... hmm... now friends... i have only a select few GOOD friends.. which may be strange concidering how many people love me.. and im not joking.. ok im sorta joking but a lot of people do like me. hehe..... ok now for my best select, always hangout with friends.:. jordan kurt, he has been my best friend since 8th grade when he moved from nyc, he is the best, hes funny, nice and has both the same and exact oppisite sence of humor as me, which makes for great conversations. we have agreed that we have "similar minds" because of the many things that we both think up, and can talk about, we dont really fight either which is also very cool, but 2 things that we dont havein common is the majority of our taste of music, his being stuff such as beck, and stuff like that, its hard to explain, but he does like some stuff that i like too tho, and he introduces me to alot of new bands. next is stephanie harris, i love stephanie!! shes a vertically challenged koala, a tamale, a singer, and a senior. shes very cool. shes very different than me, but also the same and this- like jordan- adds for a lot of fun and good talks. she tickles me alot which is fun, but is also mean A LOT, which is NOT fun. haha.. we do alot of stuff together and it is very enjoyable because it is all fun, the subway experiance was the best...ahhh so fun. it is strange tho because she is 2 years older than me and a foot shorter..she needs to grow! but its all good. i love her. next is marc tobia, he is probabaly my third best friend although we never get to do too much together because he goes to a different school(waverly) and hes is busy alot. we are both very interested in film, which is cool, we have made a bunch of funny short films together. this is in progress.. and im tired so i think im going to get some sleep or something to eat, and ill finish this later.. im not done!!

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